I am deeply struck by this quote from Mari Perron’s recent audio recording of Chapter 4 of A Course of Love (ACOL), which is available by joining A Course of Love USA on Mari Perron’s Facebook page:
“The world you so struggle to navigate is what you have made of it, a place where love fits not and enters not in truth. But love has entered you and leaves you not, and so you too must have no place in this world that you have made but must have another where you are at home and can abide within love’s presence.”(4.20)
I am so aware now in my life now of the great desire to know and express more Divine Love, but the actual life experience often does indeed seem much more about boundaries–maintaining a safe place INSIDE where I can affirm love for people and the world while I do what I have to do OUT THERE in the external world, where it is a very mixed bag of energies and agendas, requiring tough love a lot of the time.
I think many people are dealing with this type of experience, and would readily say so if they were to take the risk of being honest with themselves. And Jesus appears to be allowing for this, saying that that very desire for a place of harmony in which giving and receiving love is NATURAL is actually a good and positive step toward drawing down that Divine Love more and more into all areas of life.
Jesus is wanting us to grow into a greater and greater experience of Divine Love, that being our true nature. He makes this comment at the very end of the Chapter: “This foreign world where you have been so lonely and afraid will linger for a while where it can terrify you no longer, until finally it will fade away into the nothingness from which it came as anew world rises to take its place.” (C:4.27)
So I’m given a lot of guidance here about the actual unreality of many of my current perceptions of my world. I do actually feel a lot of sincerity around wanting to close the gap here between much of my current life experience and this great goal of being totally immersed in Divine Love that Jesus is pointing to here. The thing is that ACOL is literally full of encouragement to be real with our current feelings as a very necessary first step in approaching this goal.
This is my current feeling, then: dear Jesus, may I be teachable–by YOU–for I do really want more of that experience of love and harmony right here in the world that you seem to be pointing to.
Thank-you Mari, first Receiver. And thank-you Celia Hales, whose long-term blog MIRACLES EVERY DAY has been representing this work wonderfully for a long time.
Warmest regards in Him,