A Small Amount of Trust Is All It Takes

“Those who are seen as loveless and alone in the world are those you find to be the objects of your pity. Yet you do not realize that this is the state your ego has you endlessly striving to achieve. Your ego would have you believe that only when you need no one to achieve all you desire, only when you are satisfied with what you are and with what you can do on your own, only then will your autonomy and your learning be complete, for this is all your learning has been for. The goal of this world is for you to stand on your own, complete within yourself. This goal will never be reached, and only when you give up trying to reach it can you begin to learn anything of value. You are complete only within God, where you endlessly abide. Striving to be that which you can never be is the hell you have created… .” (ACOL, C:1.13)

This passage is so clear, so right on the point about our insane desire for arrogant independence.

Our world teaches for self-autonomy. We mature from childhood to adulthood, striving to be free of our parents in the rupture that occurs when we are teens. We think that if we can just make our own decisions, we will be happy.

A Course in Miracles and A Course of Love teach the exact opposite of this. They teach that dependence on internal guidance, not of self-will, but either the Holy Spirit or the inner Christ Self, will allow us to live best. We can never actually be independent anyway. Our autonomy is hollow, for it never takes us to an end that can keep us satisfied.

Guidance is different. When we trust ever so little, we quickly find that the choices that we make that seem providential are actually what we really want. Things turn out better. And we are happier.

It takes just this small amount of trust to start us on the pathway to better living. Allow guidance to give us the nod for what we say, do, even think.

We will not be disappointed. We will walk a better pathway, one that will ultimately create a new world.

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4 thoughts on “A Small Amount of Trust Is All It Takes

  1. David Smith

    Yes, yes. Amen to this. Our challenge is that our ego (false self) is very fearful of trusting anything other than itself. What it fears most is it’s own annihilation. I believe, perhaps hope, that our True Self or Christ Self when awakened will embrace the false self as a part of our being, one that has served to keep us safe “in the world.” In this embrace the false self becomes One with the True Self/Christ Self where it fears no more.

    1. Derek

      Hi Dave. My experience is that the ego is ‘forgotten’ as the awakened Self reemerges and is in full awareness. The ego is nowhere to be found except in remnants of past learning which are responded to anew.

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