“This is what you have made this world for: To prove your separate existence in a world apart from your creator. This world does not exist. And you do not exist apart from your creator. Your yearning for love is what tells you this is so. It is the proof you do not recognize. (A Course of Love, 1.15)”
Affirmation: “I am a part of my Creator.”
1 – Maya
This passage harkens back to A Course in Miracles and it familiar refrain, “projection makes perception.” ACIM also said that this world does not exist. So what are we seeing? We are seeing an illusion, maya (in Eastern terms). What we see inwardly, without physical eyes, is then projected outward to what appears to be a wholly concrete reality that cannot be denied. But deny it we must, if we are to have peace. Yet first we must change the nature of our inward look.
2 – Calm Oasis in Our Hearts
If we look inwardly and see rancor in our mind, we cannot be at peace outwardly. And we will perceive rancor outwardly. Our hearts are always at peace (whether we recognize it or not), always a part of God and a calm oasis, regardless of the emotions that seem to besiege the mind. We, in A Course of Love, are told to make a distinct difference in understanding the thoughts of our minds, and the feelings of our hearts. ACOL seeks to bypass the mind, because the mind is what is so important to the ego, which we would see end in our experience. In bypassing the mind, ACOL‘s words of Jesus influence the heart to see (inwardly) more clearly. These are not physical eyes that see; this is true vision (and vision is discussed in A Course in Miracles as well).
3 – Solitary?
We do yearn for love, the love of our Creator and the love of our brothers and sisters. We are not meant to be solitary creatures, though some of us are more introverted than others (and this is just an aspect of personality not to be denied or denigrated). Jesus tells us here that it is our yearning for love that will prove to us that we are a part of God (though he uses other words in the quoted passage).
4 – Talk to God
We do not recognize that this yearning for love is proof that we are meant to communicate with our Creator. A Course in Miracles said that we have taught ourselves the most unnatural habit of not communicating with our Creator. But we can open our hearts to the love of our Creator, and the love of our brothers and sisters in union and relationship to ourselves, and then we will be at home in God, at last.
I ask You to listen to me today when I talk to You, even when my thoughts are peevish and irrational. I am not always living the life that You would wish for me. I know that You listen, and respond–especially, perhaps, when I am least likely to comprehend a response. I need You today. I need to know that the yearning in my heart is my wish for You.
Thank You for the words of Jesus, communicated to Mari, that we would wish to be close to You. All of us have always known this in our hearts, but we have for eons allowed our egos to rule our minds, and so we have felt very lost. I know that we have never been lost, but to think has made the illusion so real as to seem insurmountable.
Let us take down all barriers today that separate us from You. You are within, waiting for us to talk to You. Gently remind me today, when I forget.