“Miracles represent freedom from fear. ‘Atoning’ means ‘undoing.’ The undoing of fear is an essential part of the Atonement value of miracles. (T5)”
Affirmation: “I welcome the undoing of fear.”
1 – The ACIM Definition of “Atoning”
This passage gives a definition for atoning that is at variance, perhaps, with traditional Christianity. Jesus gives “atoning” a very benign meaning: “undoing.” It says little about the crucifixion, a happening meant to describe that Jesus did not blame his tormentors for anything that they did in illusion. He remained defenseless.
2 – The Crucifixion and the Resurrection
Traditional Christianity frequently teaches that the crucifixion is some way “bought” our atonement with God. A Course in Miracles would have us look to the resurrection, which it never denies actually happened, as the way in which our eyes should travel. If we find trouble with accepting the resurrection, believing that it disobeys all known physical laws, perhaps we need to realize that science has not yet caught up with many concepts in religion. But Jesus would not have us to accept concepts for which we are not ready. In an interpretation (not stated in ACIM), I would say that if we have to see the resurrection as metaphorical, we are not to be find ourselves at fault and chastise ourselves. Take time, and accept all that does not cause conflict within ourselves. Jesus always in ACIM counsels against theological concepts that are divisive. He says that a universal theology is impossible, but that a universal experience is not only possible, but necessary.
3 – Atonement
With miracles an essential part of our lives, we will live fearlessly. Because love and fear are the only two emotions, we know that to love while experiencing miracles will free us for the Atonement. Some students/teachers of ACIM says that Atonement does not mean “At – one – ment.” And there are differences of opinion, but I have personally found this interpretation to be helpful. But nowhere in ACIM is Atonement spelled out in this way.
4 – Anxiety
“Freedom from fear” is a boon enjoyed by so few of us. But we have Jesus’s promise that it is only waiting for us to receive. We do not have to be in bondage to fear or, indeed, to any of its component negative emotions. Fear is frequently manifested as anxiety, and most of us cannot turn meaningfully to our brothers and sisters if we are paralyzed by anxiety. We become very self-absorbed, which any psychologist of today would say is not to be desired. It is just good psychology to turn outward to others, as much as we turn inward. And anxiety is a definite hindrance to this healthy living.
5 – Defenses Make What They Would Defend Against
So we would be wise, at this early point in A Course in Miracles, to come to terms with fear. We do not have to devise defenses against fear, because we are told in ACIM that defenses make what they would define against. We need only to allow love to touch our hearts, and fear will wither away. We become not so interested in our physical safety, because we know that the real Self is safe. Once we have let all our grievances go, we will know that we are perfectly safe (a Workbook tenet). This may mean that the Self is safe, because the little (the personal) self may still know trouble. We are, after all, living in an illusory world where bad things do happen to good people (a concept from Harold Kushner).
I would today make a resolution that I plan to keep. I would turn aside from fear in all its manifestations, and turn to You when anxious thoughts crowd into my mind. I certainly know that praying in the middle of an anxious night will soothe me, and allow me to turn the night over to You to handle until the morning. I pray myself back to sleep, and I don’t think that this is an affront to You. You would have us enjoy restful restoration through sleep, while You stay awake and handle all the details of my tiny life.
Be with all of us who need You to quell anxiety in our hearts and minds. We do not wish to be fearful. We know that this is evidence that this world is too much with us. Tonight as I write this prayer to You, I would know that it is one of the final deeds of the day. And I will go to sleep with Your blessing on my life, for I have asked Your blessing upon me. And You never fail to answer that prayer in the affirmative.