“The Father did not prevent the idea of separation from taking place. . . .But just as your ideas do not take on a life of their own even though they at times seem to, this idea as well had no ability to be more than what it was, except for as the son chose to participate in it. (A Course of Love, 12.21)”
Affirmation: “I choose to heal the ‘separation’ from God.”
1 – The Choice
We made the choice to believe that we were separate from God; this passage makes that clear. Of course, we could not really separate, but we could imagine that we had done so, and in the imaging our fantasies and illusions became very real indeed (at least to us). We have suffered greatly by this presumed separation, for it is not natural to fail to communicate with our Creator. We have played at atheism and agnosticism, but these are such dismal choices. And in them we never find the satisfaction that we are seeking.
2 – Our Hearts
If we have intellectual doubts, perhaps it is time to turn to our hearts and to ask what feels right to them! Our hearts do not need the intellectual assents that our minds do, and it is to our hearts that Jesus appeals in A Course of Love, especially in these opening pages of the first volume.
3 – Seeking
Even though we may turn to our hearts, we still may not be satisfied, and, if this is the case, we need to keep seeking. If we seek, we will find. We may not believe that we have chosen “not to believe,” but indeed we have. And when we turn repeatedly to that which we do not understand, a warm feeling will occasionally engulf us, a warm feeling that is surely God Himself.
4 – Heal the Separation
When we heal this separation, we will be on our way to a much happier life. I speak of the “presumed” separation. Our egos will be frail by now, and we will not seek pleasures that turn to dust in our hands. Our priorities will have gotten straightened out.
5 – Jesus’s Promise in ACOL
The best that we can do does include not obsessing over our lack of faith. Just let the thoughts come and go, try to live in the present, and our inner Being will be better able to speak to us. This is the Christ/Self within, and this is the promise that Jesus makes to us in A Course of Love.
I would pray today to know what to do, and when. I would ask to be guided to do my part in ending my belief in separation from You. I know that this is a mirage, but it is a mirage in which I believed for a long time. Let us get beyond that misfortune today. With Your help.
Help me to reach out to others whom I see today. We are all in this together, and we need each other. May each of us spend what time seems needful in communion with You. This calms us down and removes fear, a very practical outcome of communion.
May we not beat ourselves up over this matter of separation. What has not occurred can have no effects. And separation from You is absolutely impossible, for I am a part of You. You dwell within each and every one of us.