“You would not be other than who you are. You may know that this is true or you may dwell in fantasies, desiring what another has or some success, fame, or riches that seem impossible for you to attain. And yet, whether you know it is true or not, it is true: You would not be other than who you are. (A Course of Love, 20.42)”
Affirmation: “I would not be other than who I am.”
1 – Jealousy / Envy
When jealousy or envy rears its ugly head, we are likely to think, momentarily, that we would be so much better off to have or to be what the source of our jealousy or envy has. This is illusion. Worse still, it is a very demoralizing illusion.
2 – All Gifts Are Shared
Actually, all gifts are shared by everyone equally (a tenet of A Course in Miracles). Not necessarily right now, but ultimately. And knowing that we will one day share and share alike has to be comforting. In the meantime, God answers our prayers by satisfying our needs. Not necessarily our wants, but our needs. No one goes without, however unlikely this statement may be in the face of the suffering that we see throughout our world.
3 – Closeness to God
We know that this is true, for there is little relationship between those who are in dire straits and those who have abundance. Actually those in dire straits may be closer to God through their prayers than those of us who are better off. And the closeness to God is everything. When we wander away, we suffer. When we come back home, we are reconciled in the best way possible–accepted by a loving Father who supplies our every need.
4 – Role Models
We would not choose to be another. True, we can see role models in another, and seek to be like him or her. But we would not change places with that other individual.
5 – We Want to Be Ourselves
The bottom line is that we want to be just ourselves. And any thought other than this is illusory.
Today I am contented with who I am. I recognize the truth of the main quotation in the passage for today. Thank You that I am contented. Help not envy or jealousy lead me to want what another has. This would be a mistake. We only do well when we accept ourselves, as we are, and seek only to compete with ourselves. We can want self-improvement, but still basically we have to accept that we are OK as we are. That does not mean that we won’t correct what imperfections we can. It simply means that we have a decent self-image.
Thank You for drawing close to me in prayer. I appreciate the knowledge of Your felt presence. There is no better way to spend the day than to walk in close contact with You. Thank You for staying close and not withdrawing, for me, in a dark night of the soul. I realize that this could change tomorrow, and I accept that, but for now, all is good with our communion.