“If you acknowledge your impatience as a sign of readiness for change that does not necessarily require action on your part, you will feel some relief. (A Course of Love, 25.22)”
Affirmation: “I will acknowledge impatience but not be ruled by it.”
1 – Ever More Eager
This impatience in the passage for today is a referral to the fact that we will become ever more eager to reach Christ-consciousness. But we must be patient, for we may not be ready. We may not be ready for a long time. We do not have to adopt an impatient attitude. We do not have to do anything at all. No action, as the passage says, is required.
2 – Personal Experience
I have longed for quite a while to reach the Awakening, or Christ-consciousness. But I am not ready yet. And I do accept that. Most of us, indeed, are not ready. I am fortunate in having had glimpses of Christ-consciousness–for three months and, later, for six months–and other glimpses, briefly, during daily life. I am assured that these glimpses will lengthen over time, if I stay true to the pathway. God will provide, in His own time. And who would I be to try to hasten God?
3 – Part of God
Of course, I am a part of God, as are all of us. So we do have some influence on this deepest part of ourselves. But the personal self does not know. Only the Self/Christ within knows, and we must be aware that our knowledge of this part of ourselves is still limited. But we can wait, and we can wait patiently. There is no hurry. There is much that we can teach, even though we have not reached the pinnacle.
4 – Learn through Observation
Be wtih us today. May we carefully study, learn through observation, and reach out to others, if they are interested in what we do or say.
5 – Just for Today
This is enough for today.
Please remove those barriers in my mind and heart that keep me unready for Christ-consciousness on a sustained basis. Help met to avoid attack and anger. Help me to be patient as I wait for Your timing. This is not a thing to rush, or to imagine that I have when I don’t. I ask for sanity and good sense in the real world, a safe transition to Christ-consciousness. No fear as I make the transition.
Be with all of us as we seek You. You will know when we are ready. And then, and only then, will we know fully why the wait has been so long.